Our Land

Mmm... people I care about these days are going through so much.

Lisa - Her sister dropped out of school and is currently lounging around the house like a good for nothing. What this means is that she's taking up all of her sister's work, as well as her own. She's been going through a lot of heck lately because of it, and the stress it's putting her through.

Paula - Her grandmother passed away and she was very emotional the day after the funeral. Her mother mentioned how saddened she'd been lately, but it's strange how rarely she showed it to me. Lisa stopped me in the halls and ask about Paula, and mentioned the state she was in. However... when I talked to her, she seemed fine. I wonder what people are hiding from me...

Jeffrey - A friend of mine that I hang around with during lunch: And a cutter. Having some knowledge of what goes through a person's mind, I seriously wondered about him and why he did such things. He mentioned to me about having come home from the doctors with some new pills, and then showed me the marks upon his arm. What pain goes through the mind to bring about the depression of such a caliber... And he seemed perfectly happy too... Again, I wonder how people hide.

Miriam - After breaking one of my resolutions and actually visiting her blog, I found myself aching a bit. Again, some one I loved was in pain, and yet I was ignoring her this whole time. I feel like beating myself for not helping but... what can one do? I should get in contact more often... some time.

Katherine (Kitty) - My Kitty... The poor girl has a very weak immune system, and I've gotten very worried about her state of health. Waking up in the middle of the night, shivering in pain. Having random head aches and chills all the time. This isn't even mentioning the entire week she was coughing up some blood and feeling very frail... Even now, while I'm talking with her, she seems happy and ever so loving to my words. She mentions so many wonderous things for our future... and so many promises and delights to come. I hope ever so much that these are true... and that such fantasies and dreams can come to fruition.

No, this entry really isn't a real one from me. It's 1:30 in the evening for me on my very last night of Spring Break.

I'll put something up... some day.